Sorry for the absence — things went haywire!

Photo taken on me in my kitty persona, La Bella Kitten, by Perry Gallagher in LA

I apologize for the absence of a new post in a while it has been a whirlwind.  I spent some time in LA in November working and my next post was supposed to be about that.  Got to shoot video with some amazing people, including Russell Peter, Renee Adams, Jewell Marceau, Isabella Sinclaire, Ms. Vanity Sin, and Steve Villa.  I was also able to shoot some amazing stills with the incomparable Perry Gallagher, who was kind enough to let me stay as his houseguest and his good friend, the also incomparable Michael Helms.  While I was there I also took sub sessions.  And, finally, I did some work trying to get Footnight parties started in Atlanta.  I will definitely be updating you on any videos that come out via Twitter and any progress getting our foot worship on here in the Southeast!

A picture of my hand injury the day after it happened. I couldn’t lift my hand any higher than this.

After getting back from LA, I took to getting back to work and spending Thanksgiving with my family.  It was the weekend after this that things got dicey in natalie’s world!  On Saturday night I was at a local play party doing a very intense, stressful rope scene.  I was in a very normal tie, but when I came out of it I was unable to move my left hand.  A trip to the ER confirmed that I had injured my radial nerve and was suffering from “wrist drop”, where the nerve is damaged and cannot tell the extenders on the top of the hand to lift it.  So basically my hand just hangs there, sagging.  I’m currently wearing a wrist brace, and expect that it will be around mid to late January for the injury to completely heal.  Within the last week I’ve gained more dexterity in my fingers and a little more movement in my attempts to lift my hand.

This has NOT prevented me from sessioning with clients, unless they are looking for heavy/extreme bondage, which is not normally the case.  I can still participate in light to medium bondage, as long as it isn’t straining certain parts of my left arm.  The main thing it is preventing me from doing is modeling.  Although I won’t be completely healed, I hope to have the hand coordination to be able to start posing again around the first of the year.  However, I definitely won’t be doing any bondage modeling until at least February, 2015.  For now, I am loading up on B vitamins and other supplements said to help with nerve repair, staying away from alcohol (which is very bad for the healing nerves), and drinking lots of water.

And to add insult to injury (almost literally), the next day after the accident I came down with a pretty bad case of the flu, which lasted half the week.  Since then I’ve been in a whirlwind of playing catch-up, slowly checking things off a massive to-do list.  Luckily, I finally get to check “write blog entry” off, well…at least for this week.  I’ll check in with y’all next week 🙂

 

 

 

Newest Review

I have been in the S&M scene for some 17 years, many of those as a submissive.  5 years ago, I became interesting in topping.  After several less than satisfactory experiences, I finally met Natalie.  I saw the adds, her blog and other posts and she looked almost too good to be true.

Photo by Perry Gallagher

In short, she is the real deal, a true submissive who enjoys herself perhaps even more than her clients.  For three years, we have tried everything on her ok list and she never fails to amaze me with her beauty, strength and ability to absorb pain without complaint.  Since I don’t live in Atlanta, I only get to see her every other month but we always have a blast.

If you are looking for a special experience, real all the information on her site (especially her short No List) and contact her.  Treat her nice (I know that sounds strange) but you’ll have a better session if you give her respect for what she is – the best Pro Sub you’ll ever find anywhere. –B

Needle Play Photos–Not for the Squeamish!!!!!

Wanted to post some of the photos from the series Tommy O took during a very intense needle scene with me, Mistress Absolute, and Lady Elizabeth.

Please know that the last half of the photos, when the needles are removed, are pretty bloody, so look at your own risk and don’t say I didn’t warn you.  I also want to add that although Tommy O took these photos, they were shot casually, have not been edited, and are not representative of his professional photos.

Getting tied down

First needle going in…

Lady Elizabeth pushing endorphin buttons

Processing…

Absolute sticking my labia while I scream out. My face tells you pretty much everything…

Mistress Absolute and some breath play. She’s one of the only people I will let do this…

Lady Elizabeth and Mistress Absolute

Fully pierced…

Starting the removal…

My bloody breast

Trickle…

Gratuitous crotch shot 🙂

Bloody spacey mess!

This was the first time I actually opened my eyes during the whole scene.

In space, getting aftercare from Absolute

I kind of wish I had a picture of me masturbating  the morning afterwards.  That was actually the end of the scene for me.  It took me all night to process the energy of those needles, and that energy culminated in a massive morning orgasm alone in my room 🙂  Such a sweet experience.  I’m so thankful to have such experienced Dommes to take me through that delicate scene.  I am a very lucky girl!!!!!

A Few Pics from DomCon Atlanta 2014

Thought I would share some of my favorite photos from DomCon Atlanta this year.  All pictures taken by 2GPhotography:

Playing with Goddess Phoenix’s breasts on the red carpet

Arriving Thursday evening on the red carpet

All the mistresses…

Me and Mistress Indigo

Mistress Indigo and I giving Miss Whip some loving. If you don’t know, Mistress Whip was one of the people who started me as a pro-sub.

Getting “tea bagged” by Goddess Phoenix at the Mistresses Tea on Sunday. She is pretending to make, in my mouth, an Indigo tea, created by Mistress Indigo, consisting of passion fruit tea and mango vodka. I look a little too eager in this picture if you ask me 😉

Grrrrrrrr…….

Dom Con Atlanta

Accepting my Guest of Honor award from Mistress Whip

I had an amazing time this last weekend at Dom Con Atlanta, where I was a Guest of Honor. I got to know some amazing Dominatrixes, attended some awesome events and play parties, and got to session with my play partner, alex4071 a couple times.

First off, I want to say that anyone who denigrates the profession of the Dominatrix needs to come to DomCon. This event is both run by and attracts some of the top Dominatrixes in the country. Women who take their profession very seriously, with honor and respect for those who serve them. There is so much to learn from these strong women, my biggest regret is that I didn’t get to attend more classes.

Photoshoot on top of the roof. Photo by 2G Photography

One of the highlights of my adventurous weekend was getting to play with Mistress Melissa and Charlie B again at the play party at Dungeon Studios. They consider DomCon Atlanta as their anniversary, and I have gotten to play with them each year from the very beginning. It is a tradition that I hope will hold up in the years to come.

I seem to be just swinging full tilt with the traveling, my next adventure being DommeTrips down in the Dominican Republic starting this coming Monday. Hopefully the internet will be good there and I will be able to blog about my time there!

Alchemy 2014

Burning of the Effigy. Photo by PhotoGnome

I had a great time at the Alchemy Burn this weekend.  For those of you who do not know what a burn is, it is pretty much a mini-Burning Man.  Takes place over about 4 days.  People set up art camps, party camps, food camps, drinking camps, meditation camps, circus performing camps, sex positive camps, I could go on and on….

Alchemy pretty much one big artistic, experimental party where everyone gets to let their hippie and creative self flourish.  There is a massive effigy on Saturday night followed by pretty much everyone running around like hedonistic crazy people.  There are lots of crazy costumes, which I indulged in.  I do have one picture of me in a purple zentai suit sporting cat ears, a tutu and a massive pink dildo that I was going to post, but I decided it probably wasn’t going to help my image as a sexy submissive sex worker 🙂

Being LaBella Kitty playing in the grass.

I did get dressed up in my kitty persona on Friday and followed a man around with a large cat toy.  It was so much fun rolling around the grass as he taunted me with big hanging fabric.

It was amazing to be able to connect with all of my friends, look and participated in all the artistic projects, which included a taco cart that served amazingly delicious tacos, to a mustache ride teeter totter, to a dome that had fire coming from the ceiling!  It was honestly amazing.  For those of you who have never gone, I highly recommend it.

Rigging and photo by French Chris

Normally I come back with some sort of self-realization, which was lacking from this burn.  I don’t know if it’s because I had just returned from my mini-sabbatical that I didn’t need that sort of realization, but I left very satisfied.  One of my favorite experiences was being suspended by the amazingly talented French Chris is the Knotley Crew dome.  It was a pretty challenging suspension, but Chris knows that’s how I like it and so that is how he gave it to me.

So tonight heralds the beginning of DomCon Atlanta, for which I will be a Guest of Honor.  Will definitely write about my experience and post pictures next week about my experience.  Looking forward to playing with my play partner alex, one time with the venerable Mistress Shae Flannigan, for whom I have so much respect I’m kind of jumping up and down in my seat in anticipation of the session!!!!!!!!

Session Description and Review

A patron just sent me an older review that he had posted on TER that I would love to share with you!  I’ve cut out the very first part because it describes him getting to and coming into a dungeon that I no longer work at.  So that being said, hope you enjoy the review 🙂

…there was Natalie waiting for me. She greeted me with a hug and a smile, and I found my excitement rising. She was attractive, clad in a short black dress that showed off her nice long legs.

Natalie is a genuine submissive who is very eager to please ….

Photo by Cory McBurnett (aka ThaGoodson)

THE JUICY DETAILSI had previously had a 30 minute webcam session with Natalie, during which she pissed herself slowly while lying in her tub at home, in a pair of panties at the start and then nude. After that I watched her get out a dildo and fuck herself to an orgasm. It had been an exciting experience, and it left me wanting to see her in the flesh. She had been friendly and uncomplicated and eager to please on webcam. She was bottle-blonde during the webcam session; during our in-the-flesh session she had resumed her natural black-haired appearance.

Anyway, back to the actual session. She showed me her arsenal of toys and implements, a few of which she put aside for me in case the need arose to use them (nipple clamps, cane, paddle etc).

As is my wont, we began with a foot worship session. I had driven a while, so I volunteered to soap and rinse my feet out first, although she did not seem to mind my feet in their natural state – a sign of a true submissive indeed. I hopped over to the spotless and clean-smelling bathroom tucked away towards the far end of the dungeon, and freshened up. When I got back to the main area, I lolled back in a comfortable chair and Natalie began to pamper my feet with her mouth and tongue and face. This she truly enjoys. She simply lusted after every inch of my foot, purring throatily as she sucked, nibbled, and licked. It seemed to really excite her to have my feet at her disposal. The flat of her tongue went in long clean sweeps across the sole of my foot, then the middle, then the end-section of my foot underneath my toes. Heaven. And then the flip side of my feet. She explored every section of it with a relish, drooling and slurping; my toes sometimes sucked into her mouth, sometimes wet and naked outside her velvet mouth waiting to get back in while she attended to the other parts of my feet. The sum total of the sensations, and the animal sound of that purring coming deep from her belly, made me rock hard. I could have popped out my cock then and there and cum right at her face in thick sticky gobs – but I like edging and holding, it is my way. Alright; apply the foregoing description to one foot; then apply it to the other. She drank plenty of water to keep her mouth moist and salivated, and I let her rest now and then. I was a third through the session, and I felt sated already.

Photo by Cory McBurnett (aka ThaGoodson)

The next phase was corporal punishment. I had her lean over a stand blindfolded and hand-restrained, her ass sticking out towards me. I hiked up her skirt and began playing with ass. She has a very spankable bottom. I rubbed my fingers along the length of her pussy through her panties, and then pulled her panties to one side. Nude, clean pussy. I let my fingers stray alongside casually. Then I pulled her panties down her legs, bunched around her ankles. She was a beautiful sight, leaning forward, nude but for a thin mauve strap top. I proceeded to spank her, slowly and with steadily increasing intensity. Her ass began to turn pink, then red. Her soft ass skin was hot to my touch, as I rested my hand against it. She took the punishment easily and enjoyed it all except when I spanked her once across her inner thighs – she politely requested me to desist from punishing that particular area, so I did. I scrunched her ass cheeks and pulled them wide apart to expose her asshole to my gaze. From time to time I would reach under her wafer think top to squeeze her tits and play with her nipples. At this point I felt like taking her from behind first one way and then another, but I knew that was outside of the code of conduct – very much so.

Next, I told Natalie that I would like to watch her piss herself. So I led her blindfolded to the bathroom where she stood in the tub and began to urinate through her panties standing up. After she had relieved herself partway, I reached over and hiked the panties down to her ankles and then asked her to resume pissing. I enjoyed the sight of her standing there and pissing herself, her urine streams hissing out messily and pooling yellow into the tub at her feet.

Then I asked her to leave her pissy panties in the tub and come back out. I went back and resumed my chair while she cleaned her feet before emerging. I asked her to stand in front of me and play with herself. She shut her eyes and proceeded to please herself with her fingers, rubbing her clit and fingering her pussy. Then I stood up, pressed closely against her, and squeezed and pinched her nipples and her tits while she continued to finger fuck herself. It was intensely personal, my leaning against her like that – I breathed down her neck, licked it, tasted her ear lobe, pressed myself against her, my hard-on poking against her butt though my trousers, as she fucked herself; and she was in my arms when she orgasmed, and I could feel her post-orgasmic trembling – as real as real can be.

We had ten minutes or so left. She cleaned up, and then we sat close together on the top of a red-sheeted bunk bed and chatted.
She is very pleasant to talk to, she comes across as well traveled and smart.

I left the session still in a fog of lust since I had not cum … but that was my choice. Enjoy. — N

My mini sabbatical

From my last visit with BrainDamage

For the past week or so I’ve been taking a mini sabbatical up here in Kent, Ohio with BrainDamage, a patron who has become a really good friend.  He lives right next to a lake with a gorgeous view.  Quite peaceful and serene. On one hand, I’ve been taking it really easy and being a bit lazy.  On the other hand, I feel as though I’ve been quite busy and I have no idea where the time has gone!  Interesting what happens when you go from having a completely full schedule to a very loose one.  Even when I am busy, I feel like I am wasting time.  I took this time off though to discover a little bit more about what makes me tick, and I am definitely doing that!

I come home this Sunday, the 28th, but after a few days at home I am immediately going to Alchemy, a local Georgia burn, for some much needed reconnection with friends and some free spirited hippie time 🙂  If you weren’t aware, I am a hippie trapped in a sex workers body.  Nothing gives me more pleasure running around naked in the woods with some of my closest friends.  I will  officially be back after the 5th of Oct. and will be taking appointments again for the rest of Oct. until I go to DommeTrips.

Speaking of  October, I will also be a Guest of Honor this year at DomCon Atlanta, starting on the 9th of Oct.  If you have the chance, definitely come out to show your support!!!!!!  There will be play parties both Friday and Saturday night which I will definitely be attending!  I will update you further as we get closer to the dates 🙂

Adventures in Rope Bondage

I just wrote an entry about my attendance at C.O.P.E. and was going to include the following paragraphs in that entry.  But I found myself expounding so much on these scenes that I thought they needed to be an entry in and of themselves.  Capping off the weekend at C.O.P.E. were two very fulfilling and unexpected rope scenes with BondageNexus and Cannon.  BondageNexus and I had been speaking over email on fetlife, but didn’t really know each other very well.  I had briefly talked about doing a scene with him but it was up in the air as to whether he would have time in his schedule.  As serendipity would have it, I ran into him right as I was arriving and walking to hang up my coat.  He looked at his schedule and just happened to have some time free right at that moment.  Atypical of both of us, we hadn’t had any serious negotiations beforehand and it took us a bit to figure out what would work for both of us.  We himmed and hawed for a bit, but then I told him that I love futomomos and his face lit up and he told me that he had just been practicing using futomomos as torture.  I smiled at him and said “I like torture!”

Those were the two words that sealed the deal–“futomomo” and “torture”.  He put me in the tightest leg tie I have ever experienced and hoisted me up into the air, which in and of itself was quite painful.  I still have marks from it days later, very unusual for rope marks, which should tell you just how tight this tie was.  Then to add to it, he proceeded to hit my bound leg repeatedly, making me cry out from the pain of it.  Suspended upside down, he played with me, taking his knife and running it up and down the length of my body.  Then he proceeded to bite the living shit out of my toes, making me cry out again.  I think the exact words were “Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!”  One of my favorite moments to any sadistic scene are the all of the moments during the scene where I think to myself “Why the hell do I do this again?!” followed by the moment when it ends and I think “Oh no! Is it over already?!”  The scene ended with him biting my nipple so hard that I screamed out at least eight more “Fucks!”  Although a short scene, it was the perfect scene to start my night and I left very happy that we both took a chance to play together having not really gotten a chance to meet before.  As he said, it was definitely kismet.

The next scene I did was with Cannon at the very end of the night, also an unexpected surprise.  At a  new friend’s recommendation, I approached him about doing a scene and he told me that he had room at the very end of the night.  We sat down to talk and I told him about my love of rough body play and control, to which he responded very positively.  We decided to do a floor scene, and he had me go into the main dungeon and wait in the corner for him.  I’m not sure if I’ve mentioned this before but I love corner time, so we were already off to a good start 🙂  He came up behind me, asked if I was ready and, upon my affirmative response, grabbed me by the hair and made me crawl over to a mat on the other side of the room.  This scene is a little bit more of a blur to me since I got into a pretty good level of subspace, but what ensued was a series of punches, kicks, dragging, hair pulling, choking, sadistic whispers in my ear, and rope play.  I’ve never actually had rope combined into a scene with rough body play, and I have to say that it was a delight.  One of the things I love about rough body play is having my body so completely under someone elses control, and the rope added a dynamic aspect to his control.  After being tied up and pushed and pulled about, he ended the scene by slowly removing the rope from my body, then after cleaning off the mat, I laid down under a blanket for some much needed aftercare.   It was a such a pleasure to meet and scene with these experienced Tops in such different ways, I feel so lucky that serendipity was on my side that night!

Unfortunately, there were no cell phones or pictures allowed at C.O.P.E. so I don’t have photos of either scene.

Montreal Fetish Weekend

With alex4071 ready to go out

I had the absolute pleasure to attend Montreal Fetish Weekend (MFW) a couple of weeks ago.  I haven’t had a chance to write about it until now because immediately upon coming home I was visited by one of my favorite patrons down here in Atlanta for the Southern Comfort Conference.

I have to say that I was a bit nervous about the festival.  MFW is mainly caters to the latex enthusiasts/kinksters.  There is not a huge latex scene in Atlanta, and it isn’t something that I have indulged in often.  I’ve seen pictures from the Fetish Factory of beautiful people all dressed up in fancy latex, shiny and uber-fashionable.  So in my mind, I somehow had the idea that the latex scene was one filled with vapid people, snobs concerned with image over substance.

What I experienced at MFW was the complete opposite of what I was expecting!  I have gone to a lot of kink/fetish conventions in my time as a kinkster.  Never have I met a group of people so friendly, welcoming, and accepting.  It is a rare experience, but within one or two days I felt as though I had made an entire group of new friends, not just acquaintances to hang out with at a convention.  I was filled with such a sense of community, I could almost say that it was a healing experience.

That’s me playing in the big ball.

My favorite experience by far was the pool party on Saturday afternoon!  The fabulous Domina Elle hosted it, and filled the entire pool with roughly a hundred balloons.   Imagine a hundred people all donned in latex, playing in a balloon filled pool.  I can honestly say that it was a once in a lifetime experience.  In addition, Elle had a massive inflatable ball that you could get inside and then float on the water.  The minute I saw it, the five year old in me said, “I HAVE TO DO THAT!”  And, oh my god, it was so much fun!  Floating on the water, I was surrounded by people all pushing me, spinning me, trying to knock me over.  It was like a mini amusement park ride!

And the latex fashion was amazing!  Seeing how everyone expressed themselves with latex was such a treat!  From little bikini outfits to full on alien looking costumes, everything was a treat for the eyes.  I even met a woman who was wearing her wedding dress, which was a beautiful latex gown cut at the bottom in a such a way that created a graceful swish when she walked or when it was blown in the wind.

I still don’t completely know if I would call myself a latex fetishist, but my appreciation for it has grown immensely with this experience.  The artistry of it, the creativity, and the fun you can have with it is endless.  And the craftsmanship that goes into it is incredible!  The fashion show on Saturday night was absolutely mind blowing!  If you want to check it out you can go to MFW’s facebook page and there are tons of pictures.  I would love to have more outfits to add to my collection.  I’ve figured out more about what I like to wear in latex, and what I don’t like.  I definitely have more of an affinity toward smaller pieces that give my body room to breath and not get too hot.  I don’t necessarily think that catsuits are my thing, well at least when it comes to wearing latex to go out in.  Playing is a totally different story.  I’ll be traveling to LA in November and will filming with the one and only Miss Kitsch and I will definitely be donning a full catsuit then.  Now I am looking forward to that for sure!!!!